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Boy Pool
01:25
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Parent’s living room
You gotta go
Held underwater
You gotta go
Held underwater
Do you see shit?
Let go
Head up
Kicking and punching I can’t breathe
Movement in a stagnant pool
It still comes back
Die trying to be a boy
Rib the flab off
Shed the girth
Forever stuck in this pool
Well here we go
What will make it crack?
Need to find all of the desires that make you bad
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2. |
Suicide
02:21
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head split, suicide
go, given unto me
take the liberal guise
gather your boys round and round
the things they do when they think no one else is around
a suicide, I didn't wanna die
teenage suicide, I didn't wanna die
I didn't choose to die
violent youth
respond with silence
you don't deserve this breath
I promise I'll never speak again
a suicide, I didn't choose to die
a suicide, I didn't choose to die
the things they say when they think no one can hear
the things they do to you when they think no one else is around
I got tricked and I'm on display
shameful rope
taken from the chalkboard
one last breath of joy, clarity
despondent, shameful rope around my neck
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3. |
Daydream
01:43
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Mystified
Locked & tied up
Here’s to the future, let it come
Try to be mindful, here I go
How do I get back what was taken so long ago?
Locked & tied away in this cage
Stuck in a future dream bound by the past
Locked & tied
Mystified
Mind trapped in a futile future
The present is always more dangerous
What else could be safer?
Mind over matter
What fucking matters when the moment cannot touch you
At least they can never touch me again
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Gift of Shame
01:58
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My shame owns me
I don’t own my thoughts, I can buy it back
I bleed, bleed for what they perceive
Deprived youthful, youthful glee
I’m undercover, I’m cheating you all
cheering you all on
Gonna sell your strife to keep it going ‘round
To keep my head still spinning
I’m fucking trapped
You told me it was bad
I made this bed and I’m gonna sleep in it
You gotta go
But I wanna sleep
Squirm and crawl our way out of punk
it’s more a persona that is nothing, spineless
How does it feel to watch my shame?
Spit it back out
Strangled them all to see
What do they desire of me?
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Blissful Future
01:13
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Blissful future full of hope
I’m it’s queen and yr gonna choke
Blissful future full of hope
Wave of ego filled with smoke
Blissful future full of destruction
It’s in the water
You tried to indulge again
It’s in the water
Do it now, inflict, invest
It’s in the water
Try to indulge again
You fucking fell in
In, into the water
Fucking fell in
Blissful future full of hope
Chasing the gold, struggle in dust
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6. |
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eat the tasteless liberal clout
I know my body's in it and I can't spit it out
sun shine on me
bring me back into my daydream
sun shine on me
bring me back to my daydream
I'm gonna puke, the waves are gonna puke
it's all indulgence, the beginning stages of life
thumb in mouth, harsh breathing, loud sound
why don't you fucking speak? what's wrong with you? can't you talk? faggot, they already know
self discovery turns into social currency
I don't wanna fuck anymore
"identity"
you don't fucking know me
lethal autonomous weapon set to queer the community
locker room
grab me
it's all gonna help you later on
trust me
sun shine on me
bring me back to my daydream
after we eat, they'll tell us our fortunes
digest what you can, digest your piece of god
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7. |
Truest Reality
01:13
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In between the truest realities of agony and pain
Will your shame be at bay and you will touch total bliss
The smallest gift and then it’s gone
A small kiss
But then it’s gone
You can’t give love you can’t receive love
Laid that child to rest
But the soul still tangles
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Collective agony turns into intellectual property
Oh and it’s bad
Any struggle and it’s yours
All the emotional labor of faking it
Any struggle and it’s yours
All the emotional labor of faking it
Determined Inquisition
Manipulate the position
Shameful journey of insecurity
Do you know your shame? Make it well
Never look it in the eyes, it’s your only disguise
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Campaign for Movement
01:25
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Death in your aura
I seek salvation
Death in your aura
I just want liberation
Death in your aura
I seek salvation
I just want liberation
Death in your aura
Campaign for movement
I don’t want this body to be wrong, I want it to be free
Paint a picture of me
I wanna get the worst disease
Campaign for movement
I seek salvation
Salivating at the rinds of actualization
You want the fruit
You want the fruits of their labor but you don’t wanna pay up
Hope I die before the aesthetic gets old
Just turn this undesirable body into gold
Your daydream’s your coffin
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Puke out all the good
It don’t taste alright anymore
Gleeful strangle but I kinda like it
Can’t talk this way, it tangles, wave too much
Pull me up
Pull me up to the heavens now
I want to indulge
I want to feel the best
I can’t see it, see it, it’s distorted
Bite my neck
Pull me down the river
There’s a hair in my mouth
Let it rip to the current
Feel the blood flowing out my ear and down
Don’t be ashamed, stick your head in
Was it fucking powerful?
Do you seek power in my shame?
Can you feel it? It’s energetic glow?
Do you seek power in my shame?
Can you feel it? it’s energetic glow
We all wanted to laugh
We all laugh in it
Dragging you down, you are just fixtures
The hair in your mouth, the fantasy
but they’re watching you on TV and it’s reality too
Flapping and flourishing with someone else’s reality
Playing, paying with pain
Aimless shameless trail
Leave it there say goodbye
Generations exude out of you
I want my shame to bleed I want to drown in it
I touched your hand was it real?
Did I extend out of the daydream?
Cut and bleeding from the glass
Your hand disfigured and broke
Do we connect as I feel the energy rush?
Only for a moment?
I cry for you, hold tight
Only for a moment
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