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S​/​T

by DAYDREAM

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  • Record/Vinyl + Digital Album

    The first release from PORTLAND, OR's DAYDREAM, a full length LP. Released in December 2018 by SYMPHONY OF DESTRUCTION RECORDS from France. Screen-printed gatefold covers by 'Ol Dirty Hands. 330 copies of black vinyl. Includes download code.

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  • S/T cassette
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    Pro-dubed cassette version of the S/T LP. self-released, limited to 100 copies on yellow cassettes. Front cover by Mateo Correal, layout and all other art by Mac Pogue.

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1.
Boy Pool 01:25
Parent’s living room You gotta go Held underwater You gotta go Held underwater Do you see shit? Let go Head up Kicking and punching I can’t breathe Movement in a stagnant pool It still comes back Die trying to be a boy Rib the flab off Shed the girth Forever stuck in this pool Well here we go What will make it crack? Need to find all of the desires that make you bad
2.
Suicide 02:21
head split, suicide go, given unto me take the liberal guise gather your boys round and round the things they do when they think no one else is around a suicide, I didn't wanna die teenage suicide, I didn't wanna die I didn't choose to die violent youth respond with silence you don't deserve this breath I promise I'll never speak again a suicide, I didn't choose to die a suicide, I didn't choose to die the things they say when they think no one can hear the things they do to you when they think no one else is around I got tricked and I'm on display shameful rope taken from the chalkboard one last breath of joy, clarity despondent, shameful rope around my neck
3.
Daydream 01:43
Mystified Locked & tied up Here’s to the future, let it come Try to be mindful, here I go How do I get back what was taken so long ago? Locked & tied away in this cage Stuck in a future dream bound by the past Locked & tied Mystified Mind trapped in a futile future The present is always more dangerous What else could be safer? Mind over matter What fucking matters when the moment cannot touch you At least they can never touch me again
4.
My shame owns me I don’t own my thoughts, I can buy it back I bleed, bleed for what they perceive Deprived youthful, youthful glee I’m undercover, I’m cheating you all cheering you all on Gonna sell your strife to keep it going ‘round To keep my head still spinning I’m fucking trapped You told me it was bad I made this bed and I’m gonna sleep in it You gotta go But I wanna sleep Squirm and crawl our way out of punk it’s more a persona that is nothing, spineless How does it feel to watch my shame? Spit it back out Strangled them all to see What do they desire of me?
5.
Blissful future full of hope I’m it’s queen and yr gonna choke Blissful future full of hope Wave of ego filled with smoke Blissful future full of destruction It’s in the water You tried to indulge again It’s in the water Do it now, inflict, invest It’s in the water Try to indulge again You fucking fell in In, into the water Fucking fell in Blissful future full of hope Chasing the gold, struggle in dust
6.
eat the tasteless liberal clout I know my body's in it and I can't spit it out sun shine on me bring me back into my daydream sun shine on me bring me back to my daydream I'm gonna puke, the waves are gonna puke it's all indulgence, the beginning stages of life thumb in mouth, harsh breathing, loud sound why don't you fucking speak? what's wrong with you? can't you talk? faggot, they already know self discovery turns into social currency I don't wanna fuck anymore "identity" you don't fucking know me lethal autonomous weapon set to queer the community locker room grab me it's all gonna help you later on trust me sun shine on me bring me back to my daydream after we eat, they'll tell us our fortunes digest what you can, digest your piece of god
7.
In between the truest realities of agony and pain Will your shame be at bay and you will touch total bliss The smallest gift and then it’s gone A small kiss But then it’s gone You can’t give love you can’t receive love Laid that child to rest But the soul still tangles
8.
Collective agony turns into intellectual property Oh and it’s bad Any struggle and it’s yours All the emotional labor of faking it Any struggle and it’s yours All the emotional labor of faking it Determined Inquisition Manipulate the position Shameful journey of insecurity Do you know your shame? Make it well Never look it in the eyes, it’s your only disguise
9.
Death in your aura I seek salvation Death in your aura I just want liberation Death in your aura I seek salvation I just want liberation Death in your aura Campaign for movement I don’t want this body to be wrong, I want it to be free Paint a picture of me I wanna get the worst disease Campaign for movement I seek salvation Salivating at the rinds of actualization You want the fruit You want the fruits of their labor but you don’t wanna pay up Hope I die before the aesthetic gets old Just turn this undesirable body into gold Your daydream’s your coffin
10.
Puke out all the good It don’t taste alright anymore Gleeful strangle but I kinda like it Can’t talk this way, it tangles, wave too much Pull me up Pull me up to the heavens now I want to indulge I want to feel the best I can’t see it, see it, it’s distorted Bite my neck Pull me down the river There’s a hair in my mouth Let it rip to the current Feel the blood flowing out my ear and down Don’t be ashamed, stick your head in Was it fucking powerful? Do you seek power in my shame? Can you feel it? It’s energetic glow? Do you seek power in my shame? Can you feel it? it’s energetic glow We all wanted to laugh We all laugh in it Dragging you down, you are just fixtures The hair in your mouth, the fantasy but they’re watching you on TV and it’s reality too Flapping and flourishing with someone else’s reality Playing, paying with pain Aimless shameless trail Leave it there say goodbye Generations exude out of you I want my shame to bleed I want to drown in it I touched your hand was it real? Did I extend out of the daydream? Cut and bleeding from the glass Your hand disfigured and broke Do we connect as I feel the energy rush? Only for a moment? I cry for you, hold tight Only for a moment

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Recorded on 03/10/18 by Joey @ Left Field Studios in Shelton, WA
Mastered by Will Killingsworth @ Dead Air Studios
Cover art by Mateo Correal
LP out in Europe on Symphony of Destruction
Cassette version self-released

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released October 25, 2018

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